Monday, May 2, 2016

It strikes me, as distant lightning dully washes over me and its thunder is an afterthought of rumbling really more grumbling than rumbling, that my writing here, and my writing in the so-called "novel" might not convince anyone that there is even a germ of a kernel of a microdot of innate writing ability upon which to build even a modest lure to catch the unsuspecting reader.  Who after all has the time for amateurs these days?  There are days when I half-suspect that we are this close to hiring other people to live our lives for us at a more professional level.  Anyway, and as such, ahem, either to further convince or rather finally make the case whether it be for or nay regarding aforesaid writing ability or the lack thereof, I will add some links to other attempts -mostly essays it is true and one even penned under duress when still a government hack- of trying to spew up a little sense from the phlegm of deep feelings that seems to be much of the core of me.


Writing (?) Samples


“Climate Change and the Asia Pivot” Foreign Policy in Focus http://fpif.org/climate-change-asia-pivot/ 




“The Arctic is the First and Possibly the Last Line of Defense Against a Climate Transition to an Uninhabitable Earth” Truthout  http://www.truth-out.org/op-ed/item/20463-the-arctic-is-the-first-and-possibly-last-line-of-defense-against-a-climate-transition-to-an-uninhabitable-earth


“False Friends and Moral Hazards” Phayul

“5 Minute Glass, What Our Government Sees When it Looks Out the Window” Truthout http://www.truth-out.org/op-ed/item/22596-five-minute-glass-what-our-government-sees-when-it-looks-out-the-window

“Letter from an Unapologetic Alarmist” OpenDemocracy

“Access to Safe Drinking Water is Key to Meeting Millennium Development Goals” U.S. Department of State DipNotes



Saturday, April 23, 2016

A novel is an exceedingly odd thing.  It has a life, or at least a half-life of its own.  When I tried to breath some life into it, it wouldn't budge.  When though I listened to it and let it tell me what it wanted me to tell of itself, well, at least it limped along.  That said, I clearly didn't know what I was doing. Maybe that was a better state of mind from which to write.  Had I known anything, anything at all, nothing at all would have been born.  Ignorance, is not bliss, but it is certainly fecund, and pregnant even with hard-earned truths.  If anyone stumbles across this book, yes, it's odd, but there is some quirky jiggly reality to it.  

Wednesday, December 19, 2012


རྟིན་འབྱུང

Trenjung: A Journal of Interconnections

December 20, 2012


1.

Because in essence everything is interconnected, it doesn’t matter when or where one begins.  As such I will begin, in a somewhat desultory fashion, a few years back, in the Kingdom of Lo on the Tibetan Plateau.  Lo is in the rainshadow of the Himalayas and screened as it is by the highest guardians on Earth, it is at the mercies of the gods and goddesses who either bring the rain or don’t, and often don’t which means more often than not it is the melting snow and disappearing glaciers which nourish what can be nourished: the Yaks, the goats and sheep, the occasional precious field of barley, the monks and nuns -holy protectors of the Dharma- the King and his sons, and their lovely consorts, and of course the Lobas, as the residents of Lo call themselves.

It was my good karma to be there with friends to check on the state of a newly discovered cave internally glowing with early Buddhist paintings.   At the time, I was a Foreign Service Officer with the Department of State, and believed in my ability, as a minor representative of a very powerful state, to do some good, or at least do no harm, are at least report on harm being done so as to get the powers that be to cease.  The cave paintings turned out to be magical, and glow within me to this day.  But what was obvious from the landscape, and the stories of the Lobas themselves, was that something was changing in the weather, and this people, already at the cusp of the habitable in terms of altitude and rainfall in particular, were being pushed into an untenable position.  Back in Kathmandu my friend and I drafted a cable on Climate Change in the Himalayas which concluded, 

"The Himalayas are known as the Water Tower of Asia, and if this role is understood and protected, they will still be able to largely play that role in the future when the demand for water in this region will be even greater than it is now.  The alternatives, even in relatively conservative scenarios, are not good." 

I naively thought all it took was a little good information to make a course correction or at the least undo the build-up of further momentum toward catastrophe.  So I was saddened to read some 5 years later, when I was on the so-called "Water Team" of the State Department back at its monstrosity of a confused headquarters in Foggy Bottom, District of Columbia, that one village in Lo, was considered the first to have been abandoned because of climate change, creating the world's first climate change refugees .



2.

The good thing about interconnections, of course, is that because everything is interconnected with everything else, in ways both imaginable and more often than not, almost unimaginable, one may proceed willy-nilly in the best butterfly fashion to hop from one topic to another with thought neither of the morrow nor of the proceeding sentence.  For a clumsily stumbling chronicler like myself, this is a most liberating metaphysical framework to gad about in.  Which leads me to Japan.  Which leads me to Afghanistan, which leads me to a little cabin I had built in the woods on Puget Sound's Elk Inlet long ago which leads me to dropping out of Reed College to hop freight trains, which leads me to Glacier National Park which is where one Spring Break my hobo-student buddies and I had  hopped trains from Portland, which park is now rapidly becoming Loss of Glaciers National Park.   And all of these stories of course could be approached from any which direction, in any which way whatever, and they would still be arrived at.  It is, as the Chinese say, turtles all the way down.

Now I am old enough, to remember the heavy snows of my St Louis childhood.  Here in Washington DC, my 3 year old daughter, Woesem Lhamo, and I glue our eyes to the window at the first promise, hint, teasing potential enticement of snow, planning all the things we will do when it comes.  And it almost always doesn't, there being instead a far greater chance of the cherry blossoms blooming in December and bulbs coming up in January.  This change, is so obvious for one of my chronological decrepitude, and yet the world I knew of a rather gentle and orderly procession of the seasons, is one she will never know.  I think of the Tibetan blood in her, and hope, lover of the mountains that I once was, that she has Tibetan lungs in her to breathe in great swathes of the almost nothingness that reigns on high.  But I dread the day I have to tell her that I, or at least my country, and other countries, too, yes, were responsible for despoiling a near paradise, and inflicting desert on the high plateau from which she at least in part, hales.  Oh, I did try to write about our responsibility, but who, after all, reads anymore or is moved by words, obscure, distant, pleading words?